KYYAAAA JUSTIN BIEBER~~~ !!!

ROFL sif
i'm not gonna blog about him i just thought that it was funny.
but really, what is it with girls nowadays.

anyway. uhhmm
so.
everyday when i walk home from uni i walk past the graveyard. and i notice that some homeless people sleep on the benches in the graveyard. and i was thinking what if they've passed onto "the other world" without noticing and that those are just ghost lingering around the graveyard *shudder*
sometimes, they ask passerbys for money.
 i wonder if it's cause they have to pay the ferryman Charon to get across the river Styx.
because. they dont want to wander the shores for a hundred years.
> <"
lol. i think too much..

/Rage Quit Life

oh wait. Kendra has stolen all the 'Q's. damn.
haha.
to be honest, i cbf rage quitting life.
i just cbf life.

speaking of which, both rach and kendra have recently dreamt of my death.
that's a good omen if i ever saw one.
rofl~

yea. so i was acting really crazy today.  like one minute hysterically laughing and one minute banging my head on the table. lol it was funny though at one point, people thought i was crying hysterically. it kinda was funny. but not. i also drew death related things on alex's coursebook <3
 i dont know was wrong with me. sigh. i didnt even have any coffee.
i dont like mood swings. they scare me.

SO. assignment time. or not. i wodner if i can find inspiration at the bottom of a wine bottle. rofl. i'm just kidding, i'm not an alcoholic.

ok so this entry was meant for yesterday. and i really didnt get around to publishing it. lol. So uh. i wanted to finish it today. and before i logged on and started typing, i totally knew what i was gonna say. but now.
/fail.

i shall leave with the resolve to do my assignment.

and i'll write anlther entry later tonight if i remember what i wanted to say.

lol i'm not obsessed with food...... T^T

Uni has started once more, my mother is in nz once more and i have resolved to study harder from now on...
hmm...
blah blah.

ok. so small things amuse small minds. but. ZOMG LOOK AT THIS PIECE OF SUSHI

It's super salmon sushi. ROFL. Kendra and I were so excited by it.
I showed Mac (all enthusiastically) and he was like "oh wow, you're so immature" or something along those lines. meh. typical Mac response i suppose.

Another picture of food:

BLT Bagels at Cima <3 i love that cafe
oh and those are Rachel's fingers on the left of the photo. She's a stealthy one.
lol.
i dont know why i bothered to take a photo of my food really...
but it was pretty =D

speaking of photos of food.
i made chocolate chip cookies today!!
TT"" but they're ugly. so. i'm not putting a photo up... they taste... ok i suppose.
i have to keep working on my baking! making a cake next week. or the week after.

lol~ all i do lately is make food, talk about food and eat food.
like. CONSTANTLY. like. WTH. like. I'M ALWAYS FREAKING HUNGRY.
TT""
it reminds me of a conversation i had with someone once:
"What you up to?"
"Binge Eating"
"OH that's always so attractive in a girl"
"SCREW YOU"
of course, i'm far too much of a wuss to actually have said the last bit. i think i just said "lol" and went back to my binge eating.  which is kind of like what i've been doing lately.
i'm going to weigh 500 million gazillion kgs soon.
don't disown me ok guys?

i shall leave with a photo of epic asian-ness

ROFL.
SEE! I CAN CAMWHORE LIKE AN ASIAN. I KNOW HOW TO DO THE PEACE SIGN AND LOOK DIRECTLY AT THE CAMERA!
(despite what my normal photos look like)



i look like a freak O_o
i hate this photo.
it pains me.
but i had to prove a point.
or several or like. two.
-i dont always look away from the camera
-i dont always look depressed
etc.

"All he has to say is "hey babe, i have a Harley" and i'll take my clothes off"

motorbikes are sexy <3
I want one. omg.

2009 Softail Deluxe in deep turquoise/antique white with steel laced wheels
TT"" it's....so....beautiful.....
ONE DAY. i'll own one.

ahhh.
a day spent with friends doing nothing but chatting/gossiping/bitching over coffee and subsequently, cocktails. it was so great. =]

And i don't mean to be all sentimental but i really love my friends lots.
like A LOT.
like INTENSELY.
lol.
but in all seriousness. all my friends have been so lovely to me. putting up with my depressed-ness. staying up late with me, listened to me bitch, talk about the same things over and over, being on my side, hugged me, hung out with me, made me laugh and just... spent time with me or spent time on me.

When i was younger i used to be really insecure about my friends... like. i worried i'd never find really good friends. I never felt really close to anyone. like. at some points i felt so alone... I was always scared they didnt see me as good friends... and some of them didn't.. even though i saw them as my close friends. lol no, i'm not going to start some sob story. lol.
but now. i have amazing friends. that i know truly care about me and will never ever leave me.
i wont let them >=)
lol~~
but yea, sometimes when i'm with my friends now i'm just SO happy. and i'm really truly so thankful that i found them.
and yea...
sigh.
/end sentiment.
rofl~
but yea. i love you guysssssss <3
like really.
like i REALLY REALLY love you.
*backs slowly away.. *

All i seem to do is post pictures of food nowadays...

ok. so.. thursday night, everyone was at foam party.
well not everyone. it seems that lots of people actually bailed?
meh. idk.
but yea. while everyone was getting ready to go to foam party, i was baking brownies xD
because yea, i'm cool like that...
anyway, behold my work:

ok so it doesnt look great, but it's actually the most successful tasting brownie i have ever cooked.
lol. and yes it isn't square, leave me alone TT""
my brownies are shaped like slices of cake... cause i dont have a square tin..

so yea. that's it... lol (and freaking hell why wont the picture rotate...!!)

and. YESTERDAY.
the long awaited blueberry pancakes. rofl nathan and i worked out a system of counting to 35 before we flipped each pancake.

but. they've finally been made and sarah will stop bugging me about them now xp
sarah kept saying we didnt need baking powder =="" WTH !! i've never made pancakes WITHOUT baking powder. lol.

i think jaever went a LITTLE overboard with the icing sugar, but it was awesome.
i will never eat pancakes without icing sugar again.

oh... and.. ><"" my domokun cake still hasnt been made... /fail..
i havent had time to go and buy red food colouring yet.
so i dont think i'm going to make it anytime soon...
maybe in a few weeks...
faaarrrr i have to STOP eating sweet stuff..
which reminds me. i have ice cream in the freezer..
should i eat it?

HAHA i just published this and i noticed there wasn't a title. i love this~ i dont need a title! it used to make me so mad when i was feeling uncreative.
yes, small things amuse small minds.

Isn't it funny how one small thing can just completely alter your mood?
actually, it really isn't funny...

The sky was SO beautiful when i walked home today... blue, fading into purples and pinks and the sun, which was disappearing behind the buildings was this gorgeous orange. i couldn't help staring at it. even though lat time i checked, it's bad to stare into the sun =P sighhh. i can never describe images and colours like that. i wish i had had a camera with me... my phone camera is broken... ><""
i'm so upset about not capturing that moment. Cause, you know... i have an obsession with taking photos of the sky... ^^;;

I was thinking about the futility of my blog...
I mean, people have food blogs, travel blogs, fashion blogs, makeup blogs....
and i have a italkabouteverythingandalsonothing blog.
/fail.
maybe i should think of a theme...
hmm... maybe next time. haha.
i'm thinking of blogging more. like everyday.

i thought i'd make it more intersting by putting pictures in my blog. and it was. well. i thought so anyway. haha. but i dont even have a good picture today.
=(

the end.
cool story aye.

"oh yea, i hate them stalker baked goods"

And so it is april.
and ahahahaha lecturers are so hilarious they thought it was so hilarious to say "oh and by the way your assignments are due soon" on thurday (april fools). Thanks guys. that one totally hasnt been used before.
= =""

on the other hand.. HOLIDAYS. omg<3
not that think i deserve a holiday... i didnt work nearly enough this half semester.
but nevertheless.
now i have time to clean up my life.
and by that i mean my house.
but yea, in all seriousness, time to get my act together.
tomorrow. or the day after. xp

I MADE CUPCAKES =D

before icing:

after icing:

lol i admit, i'm a terrible cook/baker... anything in the kitchen really.
haha yes bring on the woman/kitchen jokes.
TT everyone was so lovely to me. they were like "no, no the cupcakes weren't salty" which made me smile. although i know they were... damn salted butter.
>=(

And yes, sarah and I are so cool.
while the majority of people were outside drinking/smoking, doing whatever they were doing... we were baking cookies.
and then. it just turned out to be this one big cookie. cause they suck and were like "OMG GIANT COOKIE" sigghh
so it turned out like this:

it was fun though. and it didnt taste too terrible.
^^

uhhhh
it was either this entry or an emo entry.
desserts first, emo, next time.

OH and ryan said i was supposed to say he's cool on my blog. sif he's gonna read it anyway.