So promise you'll be careful with my heart.

wow this was a draft from aaaaages ago. Why didn't I ever post it?
I'd searched for it as soon as I'd heard it on HIMYM Season 4, Ep 23 (yes, I just googled it, I'm not THAT big a fan that I'd remember what episode/season it was from. Although.. okay, I do remember the name of the episode... yes, it's okay, judge me. I judge me, too.)

Anyway,
uhm, yea, this song.... relevant, maybe?
zzz am I going through that phase where I find too many love songs relevant? =.=

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When you say stuff like that...
it just makes me want to run to wherever you are.
So I can see you.
Even for just five minutes.

asdfghjkjhgfdsaasdfghkj.

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Although this doesn't completely fit..

我平凡無奇  而你　
像燦爛星星　讓我擔心
明明很愛你　明明想靠近
但是你的身邊有人捧花總是擁擠
我憑什麼一一打敗情敵　
敢大聲說要做你的唯一


still feels relevant


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Something I gotta let you know~

Baby you’re just so beautiful~~



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If you have something to say about me

say it to my face.
If you have something you want to say to me, man the fuck up and say it.
Don't go around telling other people about it.
Don't make it sound like I don't know what I'm doing.
and you know what's best for me?
You're fucking kidding me.
Don't act like you know what I'm thinking, what I want, what I need.
You have no claim over me.
You have no responsibility to 'protect' me, nor do you have the right to do so.
Even if I get hurt, it's none of your damn business.
Stop trying to play people, stop trying to think you know how to manipulate everyone.
who are you to think that you're smarter, better? 
Also, I don't need you to go and tell people things on my behalf, thinking you know it's what I want.

Do you just not get it?
Do you just not get me?
Even though i've tried to explain countless times?

You think you're so good at understanding people and stiuations but honestly, 你什麼都不懂

看了不高興嗎?.... come talk to me about it, I dare you.

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I remember tumblring this around this time last year~

當 你的眼睛
瞇著笑　
當  你喝可樂
當你吵
我想對你好　
你從來不知道　
想你  想你　
也能成為嗜好
當  你說今天
的煩惱　
當  你說夜深
你睡不著
我想對你說　
卻害怕都說錯　
好喜歡你
知不  知道

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This day is slowing becoming shittier and shittier.
=_=

thanks life, thanks so much.

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This past week...

It's felt like a frickin' dream.
It seems like time has passed so slowly.
It seems like it's been longer than a week.

and yet. Each day has passed so fast.
> <

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Keep wanting to write a new post

but i can only sa;jfg;kdskjdkgkflgdlhkfjds for now.
ahhhh i'm so silly~
>_<

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I've recently come across some people's blogs...
People who I didn't know had blogs.
And.. well...
I've gotta say, I kinda wanna change my blogging style.
Maybe I should write more.
Maybe I should write about stuff that happens, stuff I like, people I spend time with...
like I did back in 4th form?
lol do you remember?
><"
sigh I don't know...
I think I'm a little sick of being emo and cryptic lately....
and yet I can't bring myself to blog like I used to.
I don't know.
argh what am I even writing...

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No expectation, no disappointment

don't forget it again, Amy.

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Am I really that incapable of being happy?

or better yet.
Is the universe really that unwilling to let me be happy?

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