Music distracts me nowadays. It doesn't help me think anymore. It just... uh... makes things go blah in my mind. And although blog entries arent anything difficult to write, i had to turn off my music just now.
Maybe it's cause the music i listen to nowadays is mostly slightly depressing and has some sort of resonance in my life and therefore it'll keep making me think of... stuff...
why do i choose to make myself feel this way?
meh i'm a stupid teenage girl, that's why.
I just deleted a whole paragraph because it can pretty much be summed up with the next two lines:
-bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch about my life-
and
"OH WOE IS ME"
I've waited and waited for tomorrow to be a better day.
If you ask me, it's like procrastinating - "i'll do it tomorrow" and then "i'll do it tomorrow"
I don't do it until i have to. which is a long time after.
just like a better day.
it probably wont come for awhile.
hmm i just looked at that. and realized the potential of a poem there. but. meh. i'll see if soemthing comes to me. I've lost the person who inspires me, spurs me, tells me to write poetry.
so how do i continue?
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