hibernation

guys, i dont know how to say this....
and it may come as a shock to you...
but.
if you don't hear from me for a week, or i seem to have suddenly disappeared...
i'm probably HIBERNATING.
O_o
yea, i know.
hibernation?! (because the world needs more proof of my insanity...)
but seriously.
the symptoms are unmistakeable (not that i'm suggesting hibernation is some sort of disease/illness)
but still.

ONE: i'm TIRED all the time. It's just so much effort to stay awake... I keep dozing off at crazy times like 8pm. I went to be at 10:30 last night (it was a saturday night!! and no it does not suggest that i have no life =="). i dont even have to get up early! I have no reason to be tired.
AND YET I AM.

TWO: i can't stop eating. like, i know people will be like ohh amy's at it again, talking about her eating, saying she's fat blah blah let's ignore her.. BUT SERIOUSLY. i sit at home and i constantly have some sort of food next to me. i just cant stop eating. i dont even know why.
I'M NOT EVEN HUNGRY TT"

so the only conclusion i can draw is that my body is preparing itself for hibernation.
It IS winter afterall...
So, yes.
If i disappear, it's probably what's happened.
and if it does...
please dont invade my dreams and plant ideas in my mind plzthnx.

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"What's the most resilient parasite?

An idea."
Inception was AMAZING.

EVERYONE should definitely take the time to see this movie. i'm not gonna say more.
i dont wanna ruin it by not doing it justice by trying to describe it. nor do i want to spoil it for anyone.
lol.
it seems like i'm always afraid of ruining amazing things by blogging about them.

hmm.

When i was walking home across the bridge (for the second time because i fail and forgot my keys so i had to go back down to city to get my brother's keys from him) i was thinking about the film which led to thinking about death, i kinda felt a wave of... something... that brought tears to my eyes.
maybe it was just the thought of death.
or maybe...
death as release.
as escape...
or maybe it was the idea of existence.
how... uncertain(?) it is.

which relates to something i was thinking about the other day.

"Something still exists as long as there's someone around to remember it."

                                                          -from Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult

I've remembered this quote since the first time i read the book. I loved it (the quote) and found it seemingly very wise and true.
but now that i think about it...
I guess people are always saying stuff similar to it. i.e. "but he lives on... in my heart" etc. ^^;;;

ANYWAY
i honestly dont know where i'm going with this.
but probably to somewhere dimly lit and not much fun.
funny, i actually related the quote to something positive the other day.
my mind is so easily manipulated.
hmm. maybe that's not a very good thing to say on the internet O_o which is a "public sphere". lol.

sigh. i just failed at sounding thoughful. see! there was a reason i wasnt blogging.... my thoughts arent translating to words very well atm.
oh god. rereading this entry.... it's SO BAD.
but i'm going to end up clicking the orange button that says publish post anyway.

on a completely unrelated and somewhat more positive note:

I baked doraemon cookies! this one was the cutest lol.
i'm kinda proud of them ^^;;
they were a present to Sarah<3, whose birthday was on wednesday.

mmm. time to to go read some chick lit i dug out of the train wreck that is my room. i forgot i even owned this book.
yes i read chick lit.
bite me.

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Awesomeness.

yea so i'm a bit of a loser... not that this comes as a suprise to anyone..
but
webcomics are awesome =D
CTRL+ALT+DEL <3
yea it's about two guys who sit around and play video games
O_o
but seriously. it's so good. lol... i'm rereading it from the beginning again.... ^^;;;;

now i'm going to give you a link.
click it. i know you dont want to.
but do it. please.
(for the sake of our precious friendship)

http://www.cad-comic.com/cad/20060213




IS THAT NOT AWESOME?!
ehehehehehe......
ahem. sorry ^^;;;;
but you've gotta admit it's pretty cute and original.
and AWESOME O_O
now i'm not saying i'd say yes if someone proposed to me like that....
but. i'm not saying i'd say no either...
xp

please dont judge me.
.......
hmm it's probably already too late for that isnt it.

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i....i... i'm SO SORRY!

OK. so i can no longer be a proud annoucer or "I HAVE NEVER SEEN TWILIGHT MOVIES"
TT""
i may never ever ever forgive myself for this.
SIGH.
i hope my soul is not permanently scarred.
and i hope rachel can find it in her heart to forgive me.
=(
omg. eclipse. was. so. bad...
argh.
ok. i'm not gonna say more.
but EW ROBERT PATTINSON. EW. EW KIRSTEN STEWART IS A TERRIBLE BELLA.
no more twilight rage. i'll uhh get over it.
maybe.
maybe never ><"
lol.
sorry.
ahem.
i'm calm now....
but not really.
SIGH.
lol...... ><"
i didnt wanna be a bad sport. a killjoy. etc.
i like spending time with friends ^^
so i went.
but.
a part of me shrivelled up and died. during that movie.
OMG.
T__T

i was gonna blog more but i just.... cant anymore...
no... will... to live on.....
......
><"

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you've got a friend in me~

TOY STORY 3 <3
OMG
I love Disney. and Pixar.
it was (and i'm sorry but i have to say this) a PERFECT ending.
even made me tear up a little. rofl.
no matter what, EVERYONE has to see this movie.
it would, of course be all the more amazing if you'd seen the first two when you were small. but i'm sure it was amazing for all the little kids now too. even if it doesn't have the same sort of resonance.
i'm not gonna say more.
just... watch it.
i'm serious.
WATCH IT.

oh and listen to this song:






as soon as i got home i gave my plushies all huge hugs. haha ^^;;
it made me think about my toys. and the ones that i had thrown or given away.
i hope they're all happy xp

As a kid, these two were my favourite plushies.
the rabbit - i got it after i fell over once and scraped off half my face. haha. my mum got if for me for being a good kid and letting her put medicine on my face.
the panda - my dad got this for me. from Nature's window. that shop in st lukes. haha~ it's actually a puppet. and it's a bit worn now... but it used to look so lifelike..
And no, they didn't really have names. I.. wasn't very good with names. the panda was called Panda and the rabbit was called Rabby. LOL

sorry. any chance to camwhore i guess? xp

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