"What's the most resilient parasite?

An idea."
Inception was AMAZING.

EVERYONE should definitely take the time to see this movie. i'm not gonna say more.
i dont wanna ruin it by not doing it justice by trying to describe it. nor do i want to spoil it for anyone.
lol.
it seems like i'm always afraid of ruining amazing things by blogging about them.

hmm.

When i was walking home across the bridge (for the second time because i fail and forgot my keys so i had to go back down to city to get my brother's keys from him) i was thinking about the film which led to thinking about death, i kinda felt a wave of... something... that brought tears to my eyes.
maybe it was just the thought of death.
or maybe...
death as release.
as escape...
or maybe it was the idea of existence.
how... uncertain(?) it is.

which relates to something i was thinking about the other day.

"Something still exists as long as there's someone around to remember it."

                                                          -from Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult

I've remembered this quote since the first time i read the book. I loved it (the quote) and found it seemingly very wise and true.
but now that i think about it...
I guess people are always saying stuff similar to it. i.e. "but he lives on... in my heart" etc. ^^;;;

ANYWAY
i honestly dont know where i'm going with this.
but probably to somewhere dimly lit and not much fun.
funny, i actually related the quote to something positive the other day.
my mind is so easily manipulated.
hmm. maybe that's not a very good thing to say on the internet O_o which is a "public sphere". lol.

sigh. i just failed at sounding thoughful. see! there was a reason i wasnt blogging.... my thoughts arent translating to words very well atm.
oh god. rereading this entry.... it's SO BAD.
but i'm going to end up clicking the orange button that says publish post anyway.

on a completely unrelated and somewhat more positive note:

I baked doraemon cookies! this one was the cutest lol.
i'm kinda proud of them ^^;;
they were a present to Sarah<3, whose birthday was on wednesday.

mmm. time to to go read some chick lit i dug out of the train wreck that is my room. i forgot i even owned this book.
yes i read chick lit.
bite me.

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