Monday, September 26, 2011

Suddenly suddenly suddenly

feel sad
why?
the sun is chirping, the birds are shining
lol.
yet, i can't shake the feeling that something's not quite right.
it's creeping up on me again.
that anxiety
that regret
that inexplicable sense of unease.
i feel restless and worried.
i feel sadness regradring the things that i've lost
the people that i've lost
the friendships that i've lost
the times that i failed to do things right
the ties that were so carfully forged that have been cut.
I feel nostalgia for the past
I miss moments, people, places.

why do I feel this way suddenly?

it's not the middle of the night.

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5 comments:

  1. <3 :( don't dwell on your regrets or the past. have an ice cream!! it'll help you keep the uneasiness at bay for now :)

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  2. omg speaking of icecream i bought some gelato from istorm today, it was delicious!

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  3. wow that sounded exceedingly stalkerish

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  4. ^rofl jeannie! nah we got it together

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