When I met you, it was pretty much like love at first sight?

haha. I know that's stupid =_=
despite being a sentimental, slightly whimsical (romantic at times) person, love at first sight is not exactly something I believe in.
So I wanted to refrain from using that phrase.
But, well, I guess it was something like that =_=

sigh.

I was enchanted to meet you ?
(Damn you Taylor Swift)
"I spent forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you?
This is me praying that,
this was the very first page,
not where the story line ends,
my thoughts will echo your name,
until I see you again,
these are the words I held back
as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you~
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you"

but... like... Trust my luck =.=

lollll

Man, I was pretty obsessed.

I liked you for pretty much no reason.
Except, well, "he's handsome charming and funny no homo" lolllll direct quote from msn message history (I'm sure whoever said this will remember having said this xP)
Aaaaaaanyway, I didn't even know you that well?
I was just like "omg he got 96% in CIE english" ?!?! LOL
Haha so random.... 
I'm ususally never like that ><"
I remember people asking me why I was so different when I was around you.
Why was I so giggly and happy?
Freaking hell.
I guess I got what I wanted. That feeling of liking someone, crushing on someone. Like back in high school. Damn it.

and then, well, things didn't exactly go the way I'd wanted them to. gg.

so, like, buried my feelings, let myself become cold towards you, ignore you, avoid you, didn't talk to you much except for that massive facebook post lol....

But this year, what the hell! So random.
How did it even happen?
But yea, just randomly people asked if there was something going on.... there wasn't! Not at first?
I didn't even dare entertain the idea anyway.... I didn't wanna think about it...
I'd buried those feelings, damn it!
I thought you would never like me. Why would you?
And then Carmie was like "He might like you, you should think about whether you like him"
(poor Carmie, getting so stressed about it... ILY <3 pro matchmaker kkkkk)
I was just like "asdjgfdafsdgfhjgdfsd what" and I didn't know how to react, I didn't know how to deal with it. I didn't wanna say I liked you. I didn't wanna admit it again. Didn't wanna get my hopes up.
No expectation, no disappointment, right?

but but but then..

you bought me candy.
(LOL JOKES xD)

♥

(this feels so strange, being so... not vague on my blog.... LOL. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz)

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