high school graduation.

It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile since I first saw you
And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile since I could call you.....
lol
I meant, it's been awhile since i blogged. I really missed it actually and just felt like starting again really. I'm always having composing blog entries in my head, but then, never actually posting them. *sigh* i'm probably gonna end up regretting this again, tbh. but right now, i dont really care i guess.

What i really wanted to talk about was the end of year 13. High school gradutaion for class of 2009.
*sigh*
where do i fit in this?
I came to uni this year, gave up yr 13. I'm not class of 2008! but nor do i belong in the class of 2009 anymore.
It's kinda funny cuz if i drop out of uni, i'll only have the qualification of an intermediate graduate =P
Anyway, my point was that, (beacuse i'm one of these sentimental people) i really care about this stuff. and hence, i'm feeling a little pathetic.
I didn't stay at lynfield college, so i didnt go through those 5 years with everyone. It makes me a little sad to think of how the whole cass would have kind of 'grown up together' as such.
It's not that i regret going to senior. cuz i love senior and everyone at senior. but even then, i didnt graduate with everyone.
I feel like i missed out on one of the most important parts of life.
I know, I know. there's the whole "high school isnt so important in the scheme of things" argument. But still. IT IS TO ME!
yea, i know, pathetic.

this could branch off into so many other pathetic rants. But i'll spare myself.
i wish my first entry hadnt been so PATHETIC.
yea.
so time to link this blog to everyone and embarrass myself.
=]