The reason i wanted to do this i guess was to clear my drafts "folder" for the new year.
So i can start afresh in 2011.
And to offer myself some closure (as the title suggests)
Also to offer myself a last chance to rant about these things that I bugged people about for the whole year.
here's the second one:
(also written in november)
I don't know what i want.
I don't know whether I should run; give myself a reason to run, i'm very good at that.
Whether I should be brave for once.... and take a step forward...
Or stay where I am, hiding and retreating from everything.
I'm safe that way, aren't I?
I don't know how to not hesitate.
I don't know if I want to not hesitate.
I don't know my own heart.
help me.
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Amykins you have a blog?
ReplyDeleteI'm so msn illiterate. My Amy, you were always so pensieve, after reading your entries I have two things to ask of you:
1) Promise me you'll write a book one day, I'd read it...I'd buy a dozen copies even though you'd give them to me for free lol
2) Promise me you venture out of the "depths of despair" and TRY to be happy, your smile's too pretty
P.S. I often think that if I'm ever fortunate/unfortunate enough to meet Tay Tay Swift I will tell her to grow up and stop writing about fairytales...I realised this would be equivalent to telling a child that Santa does not exist. I believe in Santa.
OMG its tuesday..as in a typical tuesday night ;)
MANI I LOVE YOU<3
ReplyDeletei can't believe you found my blog.
your comment made me miss you SO SO much.
i don't even know if you'll see this comment =(
so i'm writing you an email.
and i don't even know if you'll see the email.
sigh.
<3