Saturday, May 21, 2011

I'm not even sure what i wanna say...

I wanna say i'm sad
I wanna say i never ever EVER thought things would turn out this way
I wanna say i'm just plain angry
I wanna say i'm sorry i yelled
I wanna say i hate always being the bad guy
I wanna say we had our happy moments
I wanna say we were good friends so much of the time
I wanna say i cared so much about you
I wanna say all i ever did was act how i thought a friend should
I wanna say i feel disappointed
I wanna say i feel hurt
I wanna say i feel misunderstood
I wanna say it's pointless
I wanna say i can't believe the shit that you said
I wanna say i wish we could still be friends

but we can't.

and tell me.
tell me that i wasn't right.
tell me that i didn't have a point
tell me that what i said wasn't logical
tell me that it was irrational that i was angry.
tell me that i shouldn't be angry
tell me i shouldn't stand up for myself
tell me i shouldn't expect my friends to be on my side
tell me i shouldn't expect my best friend to understand me

explain your way out of it.

but you can't.

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