I'm fine

I don't need you to feel bad for me
or to worry.
or to even think of me.
I don't need your pity
I don't need your sympathy
I'm fine.
I know I'm pathetic
I know I'm stupid
I know. I know. I know.
but really,
I'm fine.
So.. I don't want to see you
or talk to you
or want you to reassure me about anything.
I'm fine.

I'm sorry.
and.
Thank you.
and.
that's that.

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