Once again

I've been disappointed by people, by friends.
I'm sick of this.
Maybe if I don't put so much heart into things.
Maybe all I have to do is just lower my expectations.
I know. no expectation, no disappointment right? I say this all the time.
 But again and again I forget and put my faith into something. Maybe I'm just too hopeful in this respect.
Maybe I just expect too much from people.
In the end, I shouldn't inflict my standards on other people.
So I guess it's my own fault.

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