No matter what i do

all i think about is you.
 - Dilemma by Nelly featuring Kelly Rowland

ahhhh this song... it takes me back.... i dont necessarily have any memories associated to it. but i remember it was played everywhere, repeatedly. i dont think i knew how to download songs back then. lol~~
hmm.
it reminds me of the feeling of childhood. haha.. like, it reminds me of being naive. and reminds me of being carefree.
sighhh i was so young back then i didnt even understand or pay attention to the lyrics lol
i think i had it as my ringtone in year 9...
lol~~
so i came across the song when i was killing time (that i couldnt really afford to be killing) on youtube.
and related videos led me to:

"cause it's all in my head, i think about it over and over again"
- Over and Over by Nelly featuring Tim McGraw

it's such a good song!! i love it. i think the song came out when we were in intermediate? i cant really remember. but when i hear this song, i just feel an amazing sense of nostalgia, not that i could relate to it in any way, just... i guess i just feel kind of sad about a period of time that has passed in my life. Also, when i think about the friends with whom i listened to these songs... i just, feel sad that they arent my friends anymore.
it both seems like a long time ago and not a long time ago.

oh yea and who can forget

"it's getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes"

rofl.
i think they played this at a school disco. O_o
ooooooh how inappropriate.

i couldnt stop singing these songs at uni today... and we eneded up talking about old songs that we liked for a little while and now i cant stop listening to songs from before high school... each song triggers the memory of another... and another.. and so on.
i don't like neglecting music. but i dont think i can help it. i wonder what happened to all my old songs. i guess they just got lost when i got a new computer...
lol~~ how is that even possible. it's not like moving houses.

if only i had my old computer!! i'd upload a picture from intermediate... but alas! i cannot.

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 - credits to Ryan Tseng