I'm so sick of it

I'm seriously so so so sick of people just.. being so god damn fake everyday.
Just.... sigh.
Like, I don't know why but lately, I've just become more and more aware of it.
and it's really starting to piss me off.
I think that's why I've really enjoyed being alone lately. I'm the best company. Lol jokes, I'm really not. But I'd rather be alone than to have to put on that voice and that smile and make that effort to not just turn around and walk away when some people open their mouths. But that hardly applies to me. When I say something, I mean it. When I don't like someone, I will either just ignore them or try not to talk to them. People can sense when I don't like them lol. Maybe I'm just too hostile..

Lol I'm being all "OMGZ I H8 FAKERZZZ" 14 year old angsty "I AM ME 4 LYF" aren't I?
I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be.

I realise that as we grow up, we have begin to act in a way which allows us to function well in everyday society. I realise that you can't just ignore everyone you hate and you can't just go round telling people what you really think of them... but...
There's a difference between being polite/civil (maybe even pleasant) and grovelling at the feet of someone whom you have no desire to associate with. 
Okay, so maybe that's a bit harsh.
But my theory is, if you hate someone, or highly dislike someone to an extent that you will bitch about them behind their back constantly then maybe, just maybe, you don't act delighted to see them?
Just a suggestion.
Maybe you smile at them politely, maybe you exchange a few words but don't be like "zomg how have you been babe??"
I don't get it.

Like, there are those people that everyone discusses. "oh she's a slut" "oh she's a bitch" "I hate her" "she's not even pretty" "she's so annoying" blah blah blah but then, when they see her they're like "HEYYYYYYYY" etc etc
I'm not talking about any one person in particular, don't misunderstand.

Maybe I'm just a bitch? When I really dislike someone, I just don't go and talk to them! I don't initiate conversations with them! Why would I?
I just don't say hi to them unless I have to.
But people (and lots of people) do this!
I just don't understand it.
Yea, yea, you don't have to make enemies.
Yea, yea it's good to build social ties. But I just think that maybe, just maybe, people should stand up more for what they believe in.
If you don't like someone, consider why. Did they offend your morals? Hurt your friend? If they're people who have done things you dislike or constantly act in a way that annoys you, surely you have nothing to gain from continuing to associate with them?  Surely missing someone like that from your life is no big deal? Surely people won't judge you for disliking someone?
Everyone's different. Not everyone gets along. I thought that was an established thing.
Apparently not.

People nowadays are so afraid of being disliked or judged that they swallow their pride, their conscience, their sense of righteousness, their morals. People want to be liked by everyone, they want to please everyone.
But...

So what if you have one or two people who dislike you? Seriously, does it really matter that much?

As Churchill said"you have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life" (although everyone seems to think that it belongs to Eminem. The quote, that is.) 

But whoever said it, I admire them and agree with them. 

But then again, is it just me? Am I just too hateful? Am I just too fixated on things? Should I just make things easier for myself?

It really freaking makes me feel sick. I can't stand it. But... majority rules?

wtf is wrong with my line spacing :S
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