and these thoughts are creeping up on me again and making me feel insecure and uneasy.
damn it.
ugh I'm not really sure how to word it ><"
like.. you know how sometimes after people have dated for awhile they find out all these amazing things about their boyfriend/girlfriend and realise how great they are? And then like them even more?
well... I dont think there are any amazing things to discover about me...
I think... people will just get sick of me after awhile...
sigh...
I feel like there's nothing deeper than what you see...
People have told me before that guys like me because I have a sense of mystery around me..
but maybe that's because I'm actually scared of letting people know me too well.
Maybe the reason I rarely ever get too deep into relationships is because I'm scared that people will eventually realise there's really nothing to me.
They won't slowly discover new things about me and like me more.
Instead they might grow sick of me, they might think I'm boring, they might decide they don't like me anymore.
And rather than face that... I guess I just always choose to be alone.
That air of mystery is really just insecurity.
wth is wrong with me...
_
Funny that, I keep discovering new (good) things about you (:
ReplyDeleteTake a leap of faith. See where that takes you. For better or worse, you'll gain some good experiences =D
ReplyDeleteur silly.. u know ur like one of the only people in my life that I've never gotten sick of or really annoyed at or just don't wanna see all the time cuz ur always so fun to hang out with and talk to.
ReplyDeleteand im not just saying that to make u feel better lol it's the truth.
silly bum there's lots of great amazing things about you.
I actually think that u come off as hard to get to know but once people know u better they realise what a cooooool person u are.
kkk stop thinking too much. it's stupid
and its 2am and I'm really hungry.
sigh
bye love you <3
^agree, you come off as hard to get close to but once peopld get to know you it's hard to stop wanting to keep hanging out with you :p
ReplyDeleteAlso agree with billy. Take the chance, because nothing is worse than regret on what might have been. And the other party won't hang around forever. Take the chance before its too late.
I want to see you 幸福!!