it feels like it is. Somehow. I was suddenly gripped by a strange and indescribable feeling. I want to turn the lights down, sit in the semidarkness and write something. I want to hear the sound of my fingertips tap tap tapping on my keyboard. But my laptop's broken so my iPhone will have to suffice. I even turned on the sound so as I write this, each letter makes a clicking sound. Other than that, I can hear my brother's murmurs on the phone from another room and I can hear the living room clock ticking.
It's only 11:06 and I feel lonely. It's funny, my loneliness usually hits me pretty late at night... Maybe 3 A.M. 4, if I'm still up. Which I often am. Maybe my loneliness comes from my incessant listening to of Ed Sheeran songs or maybe it's from the couple of Maroon5 songs that have been growing on me lately. Maybe it's because I've just been reading through entries of a blog I follow and read from the beginning to end of the author's love story and his words touched me in some way.
Or maybe I'm just being needy and am missing you.
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