Now that exams are over...

To do list:
- apply for summer school
-sort out application for postgrad
-sort out application for Bcom
-sort out application for DipLang
-figure out if I can actually study so many things at once
-lose some weight (possibly start gyming... lolz who am I kidding...)
-get drunk a few times
-tidy the house (and keep it that way)
-get a job
-play a litte (:
-learn to cook some new dishes
-learn to bake better
-watch all the seasons of QI and Would I lie to You
-get started on my list of books I want to read !! (yay so excited!!!!!!)
-start writing again :3

wish me luck guys ^^

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you.

are wonderful
:3

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Right Now

I'm reading a shoujo manga
it's so cute
i'm sitting here
smiling like an idiot at my computer screen
I feel 15 again
even though i'm almost 20 -sadface-
back then, i'd wish that something manga like would happen to me.
but now i'm past that time frame.
so i don't really think like that anymore
but still
...
i dont know what i'm trying to convey here.
i just wanted to rant :3

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Oh Matsumoto Jun

whatcha lookin at? :3



remember when i used to be obsessed with you?

in year 10?

when i first watched the jap drama 'Gokusen' and discovered you?

remember?? and i had an album on my old blog of you?

and i obsessively joined several jdrama forums for you?

and you sparked my fangirl interests in all those other jpop boybands?

and then i moved on to some other guy after awhile?

ahem.

sorry.

this is a LITTLE  out of character, no?

this reminds me of my old blog.. when i'd put up albums of japanese celebrities i liked

i was really obsessed with japan back then... and pretty much all things japanese

all my music was jpop

my desktop was from some drama or anime

i spent SO MUCH time browsing forums, watching dramas, listening to jpop, looking up lyrics, translating the lyrics.

good times.

lol i found that picture on tumblr. there's this girl that i follow and all the things she reblogs remind me of me when i was younger.... it's funny how that happens

yea.

so this was fun.

have an exam soon.

wow i go to SUCH lengths to procrastinate huh.

SOCIOLOGY OF DEATH I'MA PWN YOU.

or, like, maybe not, idk.

i'll pass okay though.

lol.

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It's funny.

i check my blog daily.
as if i'm hoping for new entries posted by me that i haven't read before.
but. there's never any.
haha...
i wonder why =__=""
mmm
I've been happy lately ^^
like, really happy.
it don't know if it's the weather, or if it's a change of attitude or whatever it is,
i'm happy.
And the reasons don't matter.

And no, i haven't ditched my blog for facebook.
and um.
yea, i have more stuff to say
but
didnt wanna sound emo cause i'd already said i was "really happy" earlier in this entry
haha~~

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A me telling you about what i've been up to entry

So uh hey. long time no blog. you guys haven't had to put up with me for awhile...
so forgive me that this entry is really long.

So..  sunday.. had company employee dinner at six, had to get there by 4 to help set up and stuff so coulda slept in till like 1pm or something but didn't. Instead, got up at a reasonable hour, met some friends, played some pool and realized i've lost lots of skill points in this game lol.
Headed over to company event on my friend's motorbike and we got into a minor accident on the way...
got raged at by angry driver
friend hurt her foot so another one of my coworkers came and picked me up.
finally reached our destination. was late for dress rehearsal for our performance but all good, we'd practiced it all before...
Event started, listened to some boring speeches made by our CEO, some education people, some school's principal, some random politician and we cheered and clapped, did some repetitive shouting.
(NB I work at a cram school which is like tutoring school times a million. lol. it's a bigger company/organization that you'd imagine. there can be over a hundred students in each class, for example).
Then we performed (it's funny when you spend so many weeks practicing and practicing something but when you finally perform it, it's over before you know it.)

Sat down to eat and watched performances by the other zones. Our company is pretty big and has a school/department in 5 different areas of Taipei. These performances are a competition between the zones.
Realized that our performance got owned by all the others'. They all had hot girls and hot guys doing these pro hip hop popping locking blah blah breakdancing step up 2-esque routines. (omg especially the girls TT"" hot girls wearing huge white shirt so they have something to take off during the dance to reveal short tank tops or hot girls wearing ripped tops and they were all wearing hot pants.)
HOW COULD WE COMPETE WITH THAT.
we did an easy/silly/cute dance routine and then sang an old song.... WE WERE GOING FOR CUTE and HEARTWARMING... i actually liked it..
but heatwarming v.s sexy?
sex always wins.

SO yea, ate some average food and drank some average wine. Downed a full wine glass of whiskey... Oh yeah, that's right, i'm all class. Cheered and yelled and chanted a bit more and raised our glasses to our CEO and everyone higher up in the company hierachy... which is like, everyone pretty much. we are the lowest ones...
lol.
So a bunch of us waited till our boss was tipsy and we all went and drank to him saying how grateful we were to him and blah blah and that we didnt want him to give us a raise or him to give us bonuses... just could he please shout us karaoke after dinner?
There were like.... over 10 of us... felt so bad for him lol.. but he finally agreed.
so we all headed to ximending a really busy part of taipei dominated mostly by young people. so awesome...
shopping there is like... omggg.... so awesome.
AND GUESS WHO I SAW THERE SARAH !!
羅志祥 signing posters!!
omggggg hahahahhaaa so happy.
he's a famous taiwanese singer.. for those of you who don't know.
and he's super hot.. well in my opinion. yes i have a HUGE fangirl crush on him.
was worth standing in the cold...
actually not really.
IT WAS FRICKIN FREEZING. and i was wearing shorts and pantyhose (performance dress code)
pantyhose are like a million times thinner than stockings or tights. omggggggg i felt like my legs we frozen.
FUCK it was SO cold. i still can't forget the feeling even now.

SO we started singing at 11 and sang for the next 7 hours. Yes, SEVEN.
it was awesome. like actually so awesome. i've always wanted to sing k the whole night. my wish has finally been fulfilled lol.
and some of the guys were so REALLY good singers... like super pro i-can-hit-really-high-notes-without-falsetto. or even much effort, really.
and one of the guys sounded exactly like 蕭敬騰 (another famous taiwanese singer) when he sings...
i was like "...autograph please" lol
by the time morning came around we were all losing our voices but we just kept singing louder and harder and laughed at the people whose voices broke.
hehe~ had so much fun.

got home at 7 am. showered, slept for 3 hours, went to work and just got home and hour ago.
i feel like a young person again!!
^^;;;;;;

CHINESE NEW YEAR IN A COUPLE OF DAYS !!
get a week off ! yusss so happy =]

gonna get fat over this coming week...
but i dont care cause the food is just too good during new years to even consider not eating lots. lol.
okay, i'll let you go now.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i'm in a good mood, can you tell?

i wanted to add photos but didnt know where to place them. will upload onto facebook. yes i have facebook again. i know, no morals right?

byeeeeeeeeeeee

thought. will no one read my blogs anymore now that i'm on fb again?

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So... nice weather we're having.

So last night i was sitting here, really down, writing a really emo blog entry..
About halfway through, I just.. felt that i couldn't keep writing.
I was too full of hopelessness and other great things like that.
lol.
So i decided to wait to finish it today. Cause at the time, i was so sure that i'd still be miserable today..
But
I couldn't be.
The weather was too amazing.
It was like summer.
The sun was shining, the sky was blue, a few white clouds were scattered across the sky.
Ah it was so nice.
my spirits completely lifted as i was walking to uni.
The sun was piercing. Like omg-i'm-gonna-get-sunburnt piercing.
It was so hot.
My skin felt like it would burn
and omggg
love love love.
I wanted to act like a kid. take my shoes off. run around barefoot on the hot concrete.
I wanted to sit there in albert park forever~~
if only i wasn't so scared of getting tanned...
Ahhh it was so nice ^^

AND

I got study done today~~
teehee.