good times.
wait, that's an understatement.
such good times.
seriously
so many memories.
lol
remember those mass convos in intermediate?
where there'd be like 20 people and everyone would be typing so goddamn fast that it'd be hard to keep up with what was going on? I had to go on msn secretly cause my mum wouldn't let me use it cause she thought it was a chatroom lol
And then high school when I had to log onto msn every night at around 8 to chat to people. hah. I had to log off by 10 or 11 back then.... haha i had all those random emoticons and animations...
I had a 'LOL' that would crush a little dancing/jumping creature!!
and then came the staying up till 12...
and then... the 4, 5, 6am appearing offline on msn thing...
and now... well sigh.
the era of msn has passed?
do intermediate kids still sign up for hotmail? download msn?
bet they all just use facebook chat..
ew.
lol.
Sigh i'm really getting old aren't I?
this is basically a "OH BACK IN THE GOOD OLD DAYS...." post.
lol ^^;;;
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Sunday, January 22, 2012
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Horrible Histories
In one of the episodes of QI, they talked about animals being trained to be useful in wars.
Russians trained dogs to run under tanks by putting food underneath tanks. They did this so that in the war they could tie a bomb to the dog and the dog would run under an enemy tank and blow it up.
It's horrible isn't it.
Anyway so I relayed this fact to my brother and he said "I know"
It wasn't that much of a suprise since he knows everything anyway ==" but because he's ususally not all that interested in history I asked "oh, how'd you know?"
and he said "you told me, back when you used to read those 'Horrible Histories' books"
And I was like "wow really?"
cool story aye.
lol the point is, I can't believe I don't remember having read that and told him about it! Also, why does he remember????
Do I not absorb the things I read?? Ugh I guess I better work on that.... Then again, I read all those books when I was in PRIMARY SCHOOL. Maybe my brother just has a ridiculously good memory.
anyway, it backfired because the dogs recognised the russian tanks as having food under them as opposed to the enemy ones so they just ended up heading towards their own tanks.
Fun, huh.
Those books like horrible histories, horrible science, murderous maths, dead famous etc etc were so great haha^^
_
Russians trained dogs to run under tanks by putting food underneath tanks. They did this so that in the war they could tie a bomb to the dog and the dog would run under an enemy tank and blow it up.
It's horrible isn't it.
Anyway so I relayed this fact to my brother and he said "I know"
It wasn't that much of a suprise since he knows everything anyway ==" but because he's ususally not all that interested in history I asked "oh, how'd you know?"
and he said "you told me, back when you used to read those 'Horrible Histories' books"
And I was like "wow really?"
cool story aye.
lol the point is, I can't believe I don't remember having read that and told him about it! Also, why does he remember????
Do I not absorb the things I read?? Ugh I guess I better work on that.... Then again, I read all those books when I was in PRIMARY SCHOOL. Maybe my brother just has a ridiculously good memory.
anyway, it backfired because the dogs recognised the russian tanks as having food under them as opposed to the enemy ones so they just ended up heading towards their own tanks.
Fun, huh.
Those books like horrible histories, horrible science, murderous maths, dead famous etc etc were so great haha^^
_
Friday, October 28, 2011
This is the stupidest film I've ever seen in my entire life
Husband is cheating on wife with a dark sexy woman from the city and everyone in their town knows about it
Wife is a fresh and innocent country girl and is really sad but can't do anything
Woman from city is all like "Hey come live with me in the city!"
Husband: "what about my wife"
Woman from city: "lol allg just drown her"
Husband is like "wtf" at first and gets mad but then the woman kisses him so he's all like "k"
SO the husband takes his wife out onto the lake and is about to push her out of the boat but then suddenly can't go through with it and rows frantically back to shore.
Upon reaching it, the wife jumps out of the boat and gets the fuck away from him.
He chases after her and is all like "wait! Don't be afraid of me!"
WTF MAN YOU CHEATED ON HER AND JUST TRIED TO KILL HER.
They take a tram thing into the city and she ignores him while he pleads with her. anyway, they get to the city and he stops her from being run over. they walk past a church, people are getting married, the husband SUDDENLY FEELS BAD AND WANTS TO REPENT.
so he starts crying and begs her forgiveness.
AND THEN SHE FORGIVES HIM and they go take a nice couple photo, they go to a carnival thing and just generally have fun.
WTF MAN HE JUST TRIED TO KILL YOU EARLIER THAT DAY AND YOU FORGIVE HIM JUST LIKE THAT
let me say that again. HE TRIED TO KILL YOU.
wtf.
there's more to the film but i cbf.
yea, yea I know this film is all about traditional values, the corrupt nature of city life, rediscovering pure and simple love
and yes, the film style is very German impressionist blah blah
Murnau is an amazing director blah blah shadows, lighting blah blah
BUT SERIOUSLY.
WHAT KIND OF STUPID PLOT IS THAT.
_
Wife is a fresh and innocent country girl and is really sad but can't do anything
Woman from city is all like "Hey come live with me in the city!"
Husband: "what about my wife"
Woman from city: "lol allg just drown her"
Husband is like "wtf" at first and gets mad but then the woman kisses him so he's all like "k"
SO the husband takes his wife out onto the lake and is about to push her out of the boat but then suddenly can't go through with it and rows frantically back to shore.
Upon reaching it, the wife jumps out of the boat and gets the fuck away from him.
He chases after her and is all like "wait! Don't be afraid of me!"
WTF MAN YOU CHEATED ON HER AND JUST TRIED TO KILL HER.
They take a tram thing into the city and she ignores him while he pleads with her. anyway, they get to the city and he stops her from being run over. they walk past a church, people are getting married, the husband SUDDENLY FEELS BAD AND WANTS TO REPENT.
so he starts crying and begs her forgiveness.
AND THEN SHE FORGIVES HIM and they go take a nice couple photo, they go to a carnival thing and just generally have fun.
WTF MAN HE JUST TRIED TO KILL YOU EARLIER THAT DAY AND YOU FORGIVE HIM JUST LIKE THAT
let me say that again. HE TRIED TO KILL YOU.
wtf.
there's more to the film but i cbf.
yea, yea I know this film is all about traditional values, the corrupt nature of city life, rediscovering pure and simple love
and yes, the film style is very German impressionist blah blah
Murnau is an amazing director blah blah shadows, lighting blah blah
BUT SERIOUSLY.
WHAT KIND OF STUPID PLOT IS THAT.
_
no chance, no way, I won't say it, oh no
you swoon, you sigh, why deny it, oh, oh
it's too cliche, I won't say I'm in love~
Meg is a pretty awesome character. I adore her voicce.
this song is stuck in my head ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and no, please don't try to be smart and be all like "hmm amy must be in love but trying to convince herself otherwise"
it would be much too convenient a stab and c'mon, you're better than that.
I'm bored.
Exam tomorrow.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and yay got the old blogger dashboard back (:
_
it's too cliche, I won't say I'm in love~
Meg is a pretty awesome character. I adore her voicce.
this song is stuck in my head ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and no, please don't try to be smart and be all like "hmm amy must be in love but trying to convince herself otherwise"
it would be much too convenient a stab and c'mon, you're better than that.
I'm bored.
Exam tomorrow.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and yay got the old blogger dashboard back (:
_
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
I wonder if they read this, if each of my old friends would be able to pick out the ones referring to them. I wonder how much they remember.
remember when we talked everyday?
remember when we hung out?
remember when you said i'd better not forget you?
and I said i'd never do such a thing?
remember when i knew what was going on in your life
and you knew what was going on in mine?
When i could predict your response to my questions?
(beacuse i asked them to hear that specific response and you knew that so you obliged?)
remember when you didn't seem so far away?
Remember?
Remember when I went to you when i was troubled?
and you came to me?
remember when my name was said in conjunction to yours?
remember when you always stuck up for me?
remember when you let me copy your homework?
and when i helped you cheat in that test?
remember when i'd txt you when i finished my essays?
remember laughing so hard we couldn't breathe?
remember sitting at the back in maths class and mucking around?
remember our immature ruler jokes? and your not being about to tell the difference between a compass and a protractor? and how we never let that one slide?
remember our stupid code names?
and the word association games we played to come up with them?
remember talking on the phone everyday?
remember txting everyday?
remember chasing each other around the empty classroom?
remember when you pretended to choke me everytime you saw me?
remember playing cards during lunchtimes in the empty psych room?
remember helping me pass that level on supermario galaxy?
remember telling me how your cake collapsed?
remember playing the song lyrics game?
remember telling me what songs to listen to?
remember your stupid birthday muffin? with the stupid 'candles'?
remember our failed suprise party?
remember how you named my plushies after the boys in the class and I got mad?
remember text information management? remember Mr Clarke?
remember 'swanlings'?
remember when our japanese teacher said "is that a door?" to a window?
and we couldn't stop laughing everytime we mentioned it?
remember when we tried to make you let your hair down?
remember going to the library in the mornings?
and sitting around that one table?
remember calling me up at 12am so we could work out a maths problem?
remember when I yelled at you all the time?
remember when we wrote each other emails?
remember doing homework at each other's houses?
remember when I fell off the bus when I was on the phone to you?
remember when I plaited your hair?
remember our msn mass convos?
remember blogging? msn spaces?
remember writing ridiculous testimonials for each other on hi5?
remember eating behind our textbooks in japanese class?
remember falling asleep in japanese class?
remember calling each other after we'd both cried?
remember playing truth or dare in english class?
and being dared to touch the teacher's hair?
remember the relief when we discovered we all hated the same person?
remember our spot under the stairs?
and then on the stairs? (or was it the other way around?)
remember playing netball in that pouring rain at lunchtime?
and arriving to class completely drenched?
remember our fail sticker photos?
remember sitting outside the public library?
remember our secrets?
remember our idiocy?
now i never see you
now i only bump into you on the stairs at uni
now i see you at bus stops but don't stop to say hi
now i txt you once in awhile to say we should catch up.. but we don't
now i can only like the things you post on facebook
now when we bump into each other i wonder awkwardly if we should hug
now i sometimes don't recognise you until a few seconds too late for me to say hi
now i avoid you at all costs
but still, my ears perk up when i hear your name
but still I miss you
to all my friends that I've lost...
I wish I hadn't screwed up.
I wish you were all still by my side.
not that i don't love my current friends to bits.
cause i do.
but still.
_
remember when we hung out?
remember when you said i'd better not forget you?
and I said i'd never do such a thing?
remember when i knew what was going on in your life
and you knew what was going on in mine?
When i could predict your response to my questions?
(beacuse i asked them to hear that specific response and you knew that so you obliged?)
remember when you didn't seem so far away?
Remember?
Remember when I went to you when i was troubled?
and you came to me?
remember when my name was said in conjunction to yours?
remember when you always stuck up for me?
remember when you let me copy your homework?
and when i helped you cheat in that test?
remember when i'd txt you when i finished my essays?
remember laughing so hard we couldn't breathe?
remember sitting at the back in maths class and mucking around?
remember our immature ruler jokes? and your not being about to tell the difference between a compass and a protractor? and how we never let that one slide?
remember our stupid code names?
and the word association games we played to come up with them?
remember talking on the phone everyday?
remember txting everyday?
remember chasing each other around the empty classroom?
remember when you pretended to choke me everytime you saw me?
remember playing cards during lunchtimes in the empty psych room?
remember helping me pass that level on supermario galaxy?
remember telling me how your cake collapsed?
remember playing the song lyrics game?
remember telling me what songs to listen to?
remember your stupid birthday muffin? with the stupid 'candles'?
remember our failed suprise party?
remember how you named my plushies after the boys in the class and I got mad?
remember text information management? remember Mr Clarke?
remember 'swanlings'?
remember when our japanese teacher said "is that a door?" to a window?
and we couldn't stop laughing everytime we mentioned it?
remember when we tried to make you let your hair down?
remember going to the library in the mornings?
and sitting around that one table?
remember calling me up at 12am so we could work out a maths problem?
remember when I yelled at you all the time?
remember when we wrote each other emails?
remember doing homework at each other's houses?
remember when I fell off the bus when I was on the phone to you?
remember when I plaited your hair?
remember our msn mass convos?
remember blogging? msn spaces?
remember writing ridiculous testimonials for each other on hi5?
remember eating behind our textbooks in japanese class?
remember falling asleep in japanese class?
remember calling each other after we'd both cried?
remember playing truth or dare in english class?
and being dared to touch the teacher's hair?
remember the relief when we discovered we all hated the same person?
remember our spot under the stairs?
and then on the stairs? (or was it the other way around?)
remember playing netball in that pouring rain at lunchtime?
and arriving to class completely drenched?
remember our fail sticker photos?
remember sitting outside the public library?
remember our secrets?
remember our idiocy?
now i never see you
now i only bump into you on the stairs at uni
now i see you at bus stops but don't stop to say hi
now i txt you once in awhile to say we should catch up.. but we don't
now i can only like the things you post on facebook
now when we bump into each other i wonder awkwardly if we should hug
now i sometimes don't recognise you until a few seconds too late for me to say hi
now i avoid you at all costs
but still, my ears perk up when i hear your name
but still I miss you
to all my friends that I've lost...
I wish I hadn't screwed up.
I wish you were all still by my side.
not that i don't love my current friends to bits.
cause i do.
but still.
_
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Despite the fact that I had to analyse this film for academic purposes, I throroughly enjoyed it.
In the world of the movie, it is possible to go to a clinic and have your memories of a particular person erased. It's centred around a couple - Joel and Clementine. She has him erased from her memory after they break up and he finds out. So, as a "fuck you" to her, he decides to undergo the procedure as well. The film is largely set inside his head as he tries to hide the memory of Clementine within other memories when he suddenly decides that he doesn't want to forget her.
meh. i'm not good at giving synopses....(i remember i used to tell people about books i'd read and try to convince them to read it by telling them about the book and it would always result in them saying that it sounded boring... =___=")
so yea,
google it.
imdb it.
stream it.
watch it.
I think for me, It's not a question of whether the good memories trump the bad.
I guess it'd be a little about what I learnt from those experiences and how these lessons learnt would be forgotten and I may make the same mistakes again.
But I think it's mostly about losing a part of myself if those memories are erased. I think it's that during the process of erasure, I would suddenly regret it, as Joel did in the movie. I think it's that I dislike letting go of things.
I guess after the procedure, I wouldn't know what I'd forgotten so it'd be okay. Ignorance is bliss, and all that jazz.
But I'd hate feeling like I'd forgotten something. I'd hate going to a place and feeling like I'd been there before with someone special. I'd hate that feeling like I'd lost something but not know what.
I'd live in a constant state of deja vu. I'd hate all these unexplainable emotions triggered by things that should mean nothing.
I wonder if I've caused anyone enough pain that they'd want to erase me?
If I could erase you....
_
In the world of the movie, it is possible to go to a clinic and have your memories of a particular person erased. It's centred around a couple - Joel and Clementine. She has him erased from her memory after they break up and he finds out. So, as a "fuck you" to her, he decides to undergo the procedure as well. The film is largely set inside his head as he tries to hide the memory of Clementine within other memories when he suddenly decides that he doesn't want to forget her.
meh. i'm not good at giving synopses....(i remember i used to tell people about books i'd read and try to convince them to read it by telling them about the book and it would always result in them saying that it sounded boring... =___=")
so yea,
google it.
imdb it.
stream it.
watch it.
I think for me, It's not a question of whether the good memories trump the bad.
I guess it'd be a little about what I learnt from those experiences and how these lessons learnt would be forgotten and I may make the same mistakes again.
But I think it's mostly about losing a part of myself if those memories are erased. I think it's that during the process of erasure, I would suddenly regret it, as Joel did in the movie. I think it's that I dislike letting go of things.
I guess after the procedure, I wouldn't know what I'd forgotten so it'd be okay. Ignorance is bliss, and all that jazz.
But I'd hate feeling like I'd forgotten something. I'd hate going to a place and feeling like I'd been there before with someone special. I'd hate that feeling like I'd lost something but not know what.
I'd live in a constant state of deja vu. I'd hate all these unexplainable emotions triggered by things that should mean nothing.
I wonder if I've caused anyone enough pain that they'd want to erase me?
If I could erase you....
_
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Oh Matsumoto Jun
whatcha lookin at? :3
remember when i used to be obsessed with you?
in year 10?
when i first watched the jap drama 'Gokusen' and discovered you?
remember?? and i had an album on my old blog of you?
and i obsessively joined several jdrama forums for you?
and you sparked my fangirl interests in all those other jpop boybands?
and then i moved on to some other guy after awhile?
ahem.
sorry.
this is a LITTLE out of character, no?
this reminds me of my old blog.. when i'd put up albums of japanese celebrities i liked
i was really obsessed with japan back then... and pretty much all things japanese
all my music was jpop
my desktop was from some drama or anime
i spent SO MUCH time browsing forums, watching dramas, listening to jpop, looking up lyrics, translating the lyrics.
good times.
lol i found that picture on tumblr. there's this girl that i follow and all the things she reblogs remind me of me when i was younger.... it's funny how that happens
yea.
so this was fun.
have an exam soon.
wow i go to SUCH lengths to procrastinate huh.
SOCIOLOGY OF DEATH I'MA PWN YOU.
or, like, maybe not, idk.
i'll pass okay though.
lol.
_
Friday, June 17, 2011
Question
what exactly did i do last year when i stayed up all night??
(actually, it kinda annoys me when people say 'question' before they ask a question)
I can't even remember...
i didn't have twitter
i didn't have facebook
i didn't have tumblr
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WITH MY NIGHTS?
i had msn
and skype. well we didn't skype every night.
online pool?
youtube?
study? (rofl)
plants vs zombies?
seriously. i can't remember !!
I can't imagine not having these sites to keep me entertained in the middle of the night anymore.
but i did just fine without them last year~
i THINK it was mostly msn.
okay this was a poor attempt at procrastination.
back to study now.
T^T
_
(actually, it kinda annoys me when people say 'question' before they ask a question)
I can't even remember...
i didn't have twitter
i didn't have facebook
i didn't have tumblr
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WITH MY NIGHTS?
i had msn
and skype. well we didn't skype every night.
online pool?
youtube?
study? (rofl)
plants vs zombies?
seriously. i can't remember !!
I can't imagine not having these sites to keep me entertained in the middle of the night anymore.
but i did just fine without them last year~
i THINK it was mostly msn.
okay this was a poor attempt at procrastination.
back to study now.
T^T
_
Thursday, June 16, 2011
"Baby,
You're where dreams go to die
and I regret the day
your lovely carcass caught my eye."
LOL
it's a depressing song. but i don't know why i found that line so funny.
maybe it's cause i have no soul.
or maybe it's the glancing reference to necrophilia
_
and I regret the day
your lovely carcass caught my eye."
LOL
it's a depressing song. but i don't know why i found that line so funny.
maybe it's cause i have no soul.
or maybe it's the glancing reference to necrophilia
_
Monday, May 16, 2011
I know you don't read this
so hey, i can rage however much i want.
screw you.
screw you and your self righteousness
screw you and the extent of your fakeness
screw you and just everything
screw you for accusing me of attention seeking
screw you for accusing me of telling you what to do
screw you for thinking that you have bigger problems than mine
screw you for pretending to care
screw you for acting like you're the fucking centre of the universe
screw you for sulking when you're not given attention
screw you for your incessant complaing
and most of all, screw you for making me feel like an idiot.
screw you for wasting my time when i stood up for you, worried about you
screw you for making me think we were good friends.
OH AND SCREW YOU FOR TAKING THAT CONDECENDING, RESIGNED, I'MSOMUCHBETTERTHANYOU, IMBEINGMATUREEVENTHOUGHTHISPAINSME TONE.
So, i'd like to give an example of your idiocy
1. do you know how to proofread? cause i dont think you do. and you better learn.
2. maybe you should check the logic of your statements too. just maybe.
"i dont want you to keep displaying your emotions/talking about your problems ----> oh the other day when you were acting moody people asked what was wrong and you said 'nothing'. this seems like attention seeking"
WTF.
ARE YOU RETARDED??
pray tell, how does your logic work?
:3
UHM WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO THEN.
i was so so so so so hurt.
and angry
and sad
and angry
and angry
and angry
oh and i almost forgot to mention angry
that i was shaking as i typed out my long rageful email reply
or maybe i was shaking from the cold.
i'm not sure.
erm. "you would be happy and comforted if anything got through"?
YEA NOTHING GOT THROUGH. and i dont care if you're miserable and (erm) discomforted(?) for the rest of your fucking life.
it's no longer any of my business.
yea "i do not want this but somehow i think it is necessary"
yea i think it's necessary that you gtfo of my life.
_
screw you.
screw you and your self righteousness
screw you and the extent of your fakeness
screw you and just everything
screw you for accusing me of attention seeking
screw you for accusing me of telling you what to do
screw you for thinking that you have bigger problems than mine
screw you for pretending to care
screw you for acting like you're the fucking centre of the universe
screw you for sulking when you're not given attention
screw you for your incessant complaing
and most of all, screw you for making me feel like an idiot.
screw you for wasting my time when i stood up for you, worried about you
screw you for making me think we were good friends.
OH AND SCREW YOU FOR TAKING THAT CONDECENDING, RESIGNED, I'MSOMUCHBETTERTHANYOU, IMBEINGMATUREEVENTHOUGHTHISPAINSME TONE.
So, i'd like to give an example of your idiocy
1. do you know how to proofread? cause i dont think you do. and you better learn.
2. maybe you should check the logic of your statements too. just maybe.
"i dont want you to keep displaying your emotions/talking about your problems ----> oh the other day when you were acting moody people asked what was wrong and you said 'nothing'. this seems like attention seeking"
WTF.
ARE YOU RETARDED??
pray tell, how does your logic work?
:3
UHM WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO THEN.
i was so so so so so hurt.
and angry
and sad
and angry
and angry
and angry
oh and i almost forgot to mention angry
that i was shaking as i typed out my long rageful email reply
or maybe i was shaking from the cold.
i'm not sure.
erm. "you would be happy and comforted if anything got through"?
YEA NOTHING GOT THROUGH. and i dont care if you're miserable and (erm) discomforted(?) for the rest of your fucking life.
it's no longer any of my business.
yea "i do not want this but somehow i think it is necessary"
yea i think it's necessary that you gtfo of my life.
_
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Ocean. ocean. ocean.
is what i tell my dad i'm saying when i repeatedly mutter
"oh shit oh shit oh shit"
and he demands that i stop swearing.
the way the air rushes past me.
the slight dizziness it brings.
i love swinging.
"are you mad? what's wrong?"
"no, nothing"
-leave me alone-
you are the best thing
that's ever been
mine.
it's raining. suddenly.
i waited for it to pour down.
it's like the sky suddenly learnt not to disappoint.
i'm cold.
my fingers.
my feet.
"i'm cold, hold me"
we used to joke.
i miss you
i feel lonely
it's my fault it turned out like this.
it pierced my morning.
anger
it washed over me.
it must have galvanizing material on the outside
right?
I'm sick of pretending.
i'm tired.
yes, you ARE annoying.
you are the best thing that's ever been mine
repeat.
a fresh wave of
tears.
she whispers:
"it's just a tantrum"
you appal me.
your face appals me.
yea man.
Fucking modern poetry...
this isn't that.
just. By the way.
fragments of my morning.
_
"oh shit oh shit oh shit"
and he demands that i stop swearing.
the way the air rushes past me.
the slight dizziness it brings.
i love swinging.
"are you mad? what's wrong?"
"no, nothing"
-leave me alone-
you are the best thing
that's ever been
mine.
it's raining. suddenly.
i waited for it to pour down.
it's like the sky suddenly learnt not to disappoint.
i'm cold.
my fingers.
my feet.
"i'm cold, hold me"
we used to joke.
i miss you
i feel lonely
it's my fault it turned out like this.
it pierced my morning.
anger
it washed over me.
it must have galvanizing material on the outside
right?
I'm sick of pretending.
i'm tired.
yes, you ARE annoying.
you are the best thing that's ever been mine
repeat.
a fresh wave of
tears.
she whispers:
"it's just a tantrum"
you appal me.
your face appals me.
yea man.
Fucking modern poetry...
this isn't that.
just. By the way.
fragments of my morning.
_
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
yesterday
all my troubles seemed so far away.
Beatles <3
but. that's not true. at least for me atm.
i just. sigh. cbf life. just. so pointless. no motivation. nothing to look forward to. time crawls. which i both hate and also want because i need more time. so contradictory.
sigh.
=/
anyway. the reason i titled the entry yesterday was because of this photo i took yesterday (and by that i mean monday, leave me alone.. it's still tuesday for me)
it's kinda pretty, no? it was better in real life. sigh. cause the sky was darker and you could actually see the cresent moon next to it and it was so bright and gorgeous. but the stupid camera ruined it.
i actually walked past someone taking a photo and i was like "lol what" and then i looked up and realised how pretty it was. lol.
another photo.
oh god i have become someone who takes photos of coffee?!? my flat white in POD:
lol~ the coffee from POD isnt too bad actually. i'm thinking i might stop drinking mochas all the time.i mean, i like the chocolatey-ness, but today i had one that was WAY too sweet. lattes and flat whites are growing on me. i never wanna drink anything with TOO MUCH caffeine. cause. i dont want my hands to shake and my heart to pound and i dont want to not be able to sleep at night (it's already a problem)
2 essays left to do.
15/1800
0/2000
gg.
need you now by lady antebellum.
on repeat for like. at least 20 hours in total now.
Beatles <3
but. that's not true. at least for me atm.
i just. sigh. cbf life. just. so pointless. no motivation. nothing to look forward to. time crawls. which i both hate and also want because i need more time. so contradictory.
sigh.
=/
anyway. the reason i titled the entry yesterday was because of this photo i took yesterday (and by that i mean monday, leave me alone.. it's still tuesday for me)
it's kinda pretty, no? it was better in real life. sigh. cause the sky was darker and you could actually see the cresent moon next to it and it was so bright and gorgeous. but the stupid camera ruined it.
i actually walked past someone taking a photo and i was like "lol what" and then i looked up and realised how pretty it was. lol.
another photo.
oh god i have become someone who takes photos of coffee?!? my flat white in POD:
lol~ the coffee from POD isnt too bad actually. i'm thinking i might stop drinking mochas all the time.i mean, i like the chocolatey-ness, but today i had one that was WAY too sweet. lattes and flat whites are growing on me. i never wanna drink anything with TOO MUCH caffeine. cause. i dont want my hands to shake and my heart to pound and i dont want to not be able to sleep at night (it's already a problem)
2 essays left to do.
15/1800
0/2000
gg.
need you now by lady antebellum.
on repeat for like. at least 20 hours in total now.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
filler
After my hardout wannabe pro last entry.... time for a rambling random filler one:
TT my phone is dying....
sighhh....
it has pretty much lost the main function a phone should have...CALLING
In calls... i can't hear people but they can hear me.
sigghhh how fail..
I suppose now i have enough incentive to get a new one. i kinda HAVE been looking around the net for a new phone. but only for research purposes... i wanted to save up money and buy a new and pro one. i currently have no money
/fail.
what to do.. what to do.. i dont want my parents to buy me one. I wanna be independent!! haha ^^:;
sigghhh japanese people are so lucky, they get the pro-est awesome-est phones. so jealous TT
i want one!! they have such pretty clamshell/flip phones <3
Woooo mid sem break next week~~~
the prospect of going camping... is exciting ^^;;
hope the weather doesnt freak out on us. and i hope we acutally go through with the idea.
on the other hand
assignments due this week TT
ARGGHH my house is messy TT and there's no food at my house..
i fail at "keeping house". lol
This is a picture of my desk:
another thing.
i feel like baking...
cupcakes <3 and making icing will be fun too ^^
cookies<3
hahahah can't wait~ i'm excited =D
oh and. the weather angers me lately >=( it's so blah..
one minute of sunshine, next minute rain, but not even hardout rain just annoying light showers. and then wind. and overcast gloom. and then as if it's tauting us, sun again. and then gloom again.
my hair's growing long TT it's gonna lose the shape soon D=
example:
TT my phone is dying....
sighhh....
it has pretty much lost the main function a phone should have...CALLING
In calls... i can't hear people but they can hear me.
sigghhh how fail..
I suppose now i have enough incentive to get a new one. i kinda HAVE been looking around the net for a new phone. but only for research purposes... i wanted to save up money and buy a new and pro one. i currently have no money
/fail.
what to do.. what to do.. i dont want my parents to buy me one. I wanna be independent!! haha ^^:;
sigghhh japanese people are so lucky, they get the pro-est awesome-est phones. so jealous TT
i want one!! they have such pretty clamshell/flip phones <3
SHARP WX-T923. I wanttttt~~ I think i can get this one in taiwan... but.. they only have it in black TT !!
Woooo mid sem break next week~~~
the prospect of going camping... is exciting ^^;;
hope the weather doesnt freak out on us. and i hope we acutally go through with the idea.
on the other hand
assignments due this week TT
ARGGHH my house is messy TT and there's no food at my house..
i fail at "keeping house". lol
This is a picture of my desk:
ahh so embarrassing~~ ><"
to be fair, i havent been using my desk at all. well. that's not really any justtification. people will think "of course you cant use your desk if it looks like that"
another thing.
i feel like baking...
cupcakes <3 and making icing will be fun too ^^
cookies<3
hahahah can't wait~ i'm excited =D
oh and. the weather angers me lately >=( it's so blah..
one minute of sunshine, next minute rain, but not even hardout rain just annoying light showers. and then wind. and overcast gloom. and then as if it's tauting us, sun again. and then gloom again.
my hair's growing long TT it's gonna lose the shape soon D=
example:
I also look so incredibly horrible and out of it in the photo. i'm sorry the world has to see this. wth is my face doing.... sighhhhh i took this just now, actually. cause i really wanted an example of my fail hair.
lol why am i explaining. not much can fix my face.
that's why i dont wear make up. it wont fix ANYTHING.
no, i am not fishing for compliments.
I feel i always have to make this clear.
earth hour last night. no, i didnt do it.. ><"" i fail. lol. i did it last year just to play with candles tbh... ^^;;
another thing: OMG I CANT FIND MY IPOD I'M GOING TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN.
I shall leave with words of complete and absolute wisdom but also of absolute irrelevance to the above entry:
Alcohol is evil.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Procrastination
OH NO. It's only the first weekend of the semester!!
I fully intended to study today. And do some reading. and stuff.
But all i can do is listen to songs from the drama 下一站 , 辛福 and play around with the settings on my blog.
All i did was revert back to the original template and colour.
fail.
hmm. it's almost 3 pm.
I meant to be insightful in my blogs, but i can now see that's not very possible. maybe i'm just void of insight.
Anyway, here is one of the results of my procrastination:
emo makeup and camwhoring ftw.
=P
K HMWRK TYM
BAI
ah. nostalgia of when i used to type like a retard =]
I fully intended to study today. And do some reading. and stuff.
But all i can do is listen to songs from the drama 下一站 , 辛福 and play around with the settings on my blog.
All i did was revert back to the original template and colour.
fail.
hmm. it's almost 3 pm.
I meant to be insightful in my blogs, but i can now see that's not very possible. maybe i'm just void of insight.
Anyway, here is one of the results of my procrastination:
emo makeup and camwhoring ftw.
=P
K HMWRK TYM
BAI
ah. nostalgia of when i used to type like a retard =]
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